
I understand what your saying but it's a part of the extreme anxiety, trauma and shame she hones from her past. She thinks that the moment she says it she won't be able to keep riftan and everyone happy with her and to keep her calm we see that she needs to feel like no one is burdened with her. Plus it's prob gonna be part of the climax when she tells him and she realizes that there is nothing wrong with her stuttering and that she is a victim and that he will love her no less. It'll probably change the way she thinks about herself as well as the way she views her family and the people around her .
I like homegirl maxi, but I don’t like the lying. its the cause of literally all her problems and will make her seem untrustworthy and incompetent if shes caught in a lie. shes the lady of the house and ik she wasnt raised for the job and shes doing what she thinks is expected of her but it just doesnt sit well with me. I hope it gets resolved in due time and she gets some major growth because she really has the makings to be a boss bitch
anyways #riftansupremacy