Responses
I totally see what you’re saying. For me it’s like my friends asking me to go somewhere with them, even though the chances of me saying yes are slim, they still ask- which makes me feel happy. Even if I don’t want them to waste their time asking, i’m glad they do.
after knowing that no one was bothered by his death, he was smiling. you may wish that no one would be bothered about your death but seeing them unborthered makes you sad despite wishing that.
don't come at me if I'm wrong this is srsly what i think.
and to live that life, i would blame the surroundings, the people who birthed you, the people in the neighborhood, the people you spend time with, the people around you, pushed you to do what you did and that's frustrating because everyone else is living a better life than you, the world is treating you unfairly.