Please—why cant anyone find this novel ;-; ive been looking everywhere for it.

The light novel titles is 'In This Life, I Will Be The Lord' but from what I can tell there are only 3 translated chapters ;;
You might be able to find more options if you look for the korean version but I don't understand korean so I can't really help ;;

Hardly anyone is translating the novel because the author starts witch hunts over whoever tries to translate it. I think someone is translating it on Wattpad, it has 11 chapters right now. That person may or may not be aware of how strict the author is.