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I was trying to find a comment like yours since i cant put my thoughts into words properly but you nailed it i think the Autor really does a great job
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I was trying to find a comment like yours since i cant put my thoughts into words properly but you nailed it i think the Autor really does a great job
I think the author is showing really well how sexual assault and trauma resurge as intrusive thoughts.
Sexual assault often leads to over sexualisation by the victim. They're trying to either replace what was done to them with new memories or to validate their feelings of worthlessness with multiple degrading sex partners.
Sexual trauma appears in many different ways and a lot of the time, people are just left to get on with it and deal with it on their own. They blame themselves and they have to carry on as if they're not falling apart because the world doesn't care that they are.
Author-nim is doing a really good job. It's utterly heartbreaking.