sorry ive been writing poetry assignments all day so my descriptive ass is all over the place rn.
thanks for coming to my lonely ass ted talk
I really cried reading your comment cuz I actually have fear of intimacy and worried about how I might live off my life alone without finding such a person. Even my family can't get close to me since they often disregard my opinion too that it made me don't want to open my heart and get close to them
no. you won't live your life alone.
because somewhere down the line, there will be that one person who will approach you, someone perhaps you'd least expect, just like it was here in this manhwa for our mc.
sure, it could be friendly gestures at first; a simple smile, a high five, a word of praise. someone who you get to know as a friend
or rather, it could be someone who you get wrapped into a situation with; acknowledgement with eye contact, feeling their presence in the room, circumstantial, entanglement, etc. someone who you aren't close to but at the same time someone you could be close to.
and gradually, it could evolve into more subtleties, with this person
such as walking in closer proximity, your hands grazing against one another.
or them remaining nearby when needed, giving you the utmost reassurance
or covering your head with a hover hand when its raining/too much sun, not so much as touching you but doing its best to shield you with all its might. them knowing your boundaries and where they lie
then it can eventually lead to more. a potential hug, a kiss evoking the emotion of 'liking another', and perhaps more. however much you'd permit this person, and however much they'd respect the lines you've drawn and the boundaries they shouldn't cross
point is, they're out there. and i know most people are either big on searching or not caring at all, but life finds a way. you'll meet them
and it's not a matter of ifs, buts or coulds, but just when.
i hope it all goes well for you, and you find someone that can truly respect you for who you are. and i also hope one day your family can learn to acknowledge and understand your opinions, so one day you can unravel your feelings to your hearts content.
i love the way how he just cradles her up to the house as she cries
i love the way how he allows her to rest on his shoulder
i love the way how he is content with lending an ear to her problems
i love the way how he will do whatever it takes to comfort her, even the smallest of jokes
i love how he looks at her like she's the best entity to exist
i love the way he loves her profusely through thick and thin
i love the way how he knows he truly loves her because he can sleep at night after just speaking to her. just being with her.
i love this character sm. i want someone like this irl down the line, and its fine if he has flaws. flaws are natural, flaws are human.
i just want someone to care for me the way this character cares for his wife
one day, i hope