I wish hanabasu had not said those things to haruki when they met on Christmas Eve ,if only haruki had revealed every thing to him ,if only hanabasu had consoled him and stayed by his side instead of insulting him for sleeping with another person ,ik he was angry but still.... ,I think haruki could have lived a happy normal life and also could later over come what that mf step brother did to him and nothing would have come to this messed up point and his mother's live also would have been saved ,if only ..... I literally crying rn I can't take it ,I can't accept the haruki was still so broken at the end ,he didn't even accept hanabasu's love proposal cause he thought he is too dirty and unfit for him I wanted them to end up together,I also feel so sorry for hanabasu cause he truly loved him and tried to help him in every way possible later ,and I have only SHEER HATRED,PITY AND DISGUST for his step brother cause if it hadn't been for him ,haruki could have lived a happy and beautiful life with hanabasu
I wish hanabasu had not said those things to haruki when they met on Christmas Eve ,if only haruki had revealed every thing to him ,if only hanabasu had consoled him and stayed by his side instead of insulting him for sleeping with another person ,ik he was angry but still.... ,I think haruki could have lived a happy normal life and also could later over come what that mf step brother did to him and nothing would have come to this messed up point and his mother's live also would have been saved ,if only .....
I literally crying rn I can't take it ,I can't accept the haruki was still so broken at the end ,he didn't even accept hanabasu's love proposal cause he thought he is too dirty and unfit for him I wanted them to end up together,I also feel so sorry for hanabasu cause he truly loved him and tried to help him in every way possible
later ,and I have only SHEER HATRED,PITY AND DISGUST for his step brother cause if it hadn't been for him ,haruki could have lived a happy and beautiful life with hanabasu