im taking a break at chapter11, my heart cant handle all that pain :(

U should continue reading the future chapters have lee honi feeling much better :) then he did in the past

u def shouldn't push urself ! ! his life does get better later chapters as he finds comfort in his friends but it doesnt happen anytime soon if you're only on ch11 soo take a break and maybe come back to it when you're in a better state of mind :)