the reliving trauma thing really got to me, cause i feel the same way some times. I got bullied really bad as a kid, but it was because i dont understand social cues well and i had random bursts of crying or laughing. But now as Ive grown and began to learn more on mimicking social cues, i almost feel as if my past was fake or that maybe it didn't exist, that i was being dramatic, so sometimes i can't help but force myself to relive it. I know its unhealthy, especially since i can get hurt physically sometime, but its scary to feel ur past just fade away like that, especially if it broughg you so much pain.
the reliving trauma thing really got to me, cause i feel the same way some times. I got bullied really bad as a kid, but it was because i dont understand social cues well and i had random bursts of crying or laughing. But now as Ive grown and began to learn more on mimicking social cues, i almost feel as if my past was fake or that maybe it didn't exist, that i was being dramatic, so sometimes i can't help but force myself to relive it. I know its unhealthy, especially since i can get hurt physically sometime, but its scary to feel ur past just fade away like that, especially if it broughg you so much pain.