Responses
Me punching my pillow at 2 am from ch 1 to ch 60. Me crying at 4 am from ch 60 to 71 plus the extra with my sister sleeping adjacent of me.
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Me punching my pillow at 2 am from ch 1 to ch 60. Me crying at 4 am from ch 60 to 71 plus the extra with my sister sleeping adjacent of me.
I always avoided this bc a lot said it was gonna make me cry and welp it did at literally 5am bc i didn't want to stop reading this and fck the pain i felt for each of the chapters and literally just shows you how painful love really is and lewis and ivan deserve each other sm but adolph letter broke me so bad but at the same time it was all his fault and I truly understand why lewis didn't want to see him bc I felt like if he saw him crying and begging for forgiveness he might just do it bc he loved him so much and he knows it will only hurt him more bc adolph hurt him to the core