Help me guys

It's a manhua i think? It's about these two guys rpying the guy with the red hair wants to meet this innocent guy without knowing what bl is...there was a sad scene where the top (red haired guy) told the bottom to that " it's not like we're dating" that upset me as hell it made me cryyy, but this top still wants to meet him so what's the title? It's about Rp(✿^‿^)