It's cause she's been told that she can go home if the story follows the novel.
Because she wants to go hone unlike other fls, she was literally thrown into an unknown word, told to fulfill her roll and by doing that she'll be able to go back home where she rightfully belongs, like???? U not understand????
it’s cause this is her already her second life you’d think her brain starts thinking “oh i died and fulfilled my role but wait why am where i began from” and “ i wonder what happened after i died” instead of timidly and dumbly listening to some god
why would u want him to continue being a tyrant and to suffer while other fls are trying their hardest to change the story you’re praying for it to be the same ???? i cant