can't find yaoi!

so 2 years ago when i first entered the yaoi world it was by doujinshis, i was watching hakuouki djs and stumbled upon a yoi not a dj that traumatized me, the manga was a cd too,
the manga went like this, a guy is walking home back from work and is thinking "i saw in the news that last week my friend (guy) got raped by a guy and they still don't know who it was, it's kinda scary", then the scene ends and then it's already the night the guy is sleeping with his window open and hears something and wakes up, when he looks at the window he sees a guy, they knew each other, the guy in the window said "long time no see ______" , then after a while the ties him up and begins raping him with s&m, the manga was uncensored, after a while the guy didn't let him go for about a week or two, the uke (the raped one) said that the guy just left for food and money, after a week or so, the manga showed how he did to go to the bathroom, it was like this, the kidnapper carried the uke to the back of his car (the kidnapper had taken the uke to the mountains) he drove him until really far from the house and placed him on top of a cone and he had to poop there, at the end he managed to call the police and was saved, at the questioning he told the detectives all the guy did to him, he didn't tell them somethings beacuse he liked them, if anyone knows the name please give me the link thanks in advance. (￣∇￣")