It's not easy to suddenly change her whole behaviour when she was abused her whole life. She was beaten into submission, and it normally takes a long time to get over that.
yea but she has to overcome that and plus she has the demi god now she can easily kill someone out of hatred if she wanted to
True, but I think she is already changing. The emperor already mentioned that she isn't as afraid as she used to be. I also cannot imagine her walking into a meeting and asking for a change of plans, if it was before the whole sacrafice thing.
WHY IS LUDIS SO KIND SHE NEEDS TO BE RUDE SOMETIMES CAUSE PEOPLE WILL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF HER I JUST WANNA STEP ON THE SO CALLED "EMPERORS" FACE