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I totally agree ... T_T
Yes this is what I feel too! Yashiro is going to push him away to avoid being hurt(further hurt) my poor babies revolving around each other too scared to touch down. Hopefully doumeki will grab hold of him and wont let him run away. Doumeki has that dog like mentality maybe he will continue to follow yashiro and eventually beat yashiro into submission hahah. Idk I so desperately want a happy (as much as it can be, haappy) ending for these two.
Yashiro asking to have sex with Doumeki is not a good thing. This is Yashiro's way to build a wall between them. He doesn't have sex for love, it's a coping mechanism from his trauma as a child (whether or not he's conscious of it). Doumeki knows this and was dreading him saying those words. He didn't think Yashiro would throw him away if he got hard, he thought Yashiro would see him like anyone else to fuck. Doumeki is aware of his own feelings for Yashiro, and of course, does not want this. It's many steps backwards in their relationship, not forwards.