well i hope we wont have to wait for long , cause that was a beautiful and sincerly emotional story. i imagin that even though it hasnt said so so far in the chapters i read. but i take it that he acts that way because his beloved friend ken chan is no longer alive and he detaches himself from the world because that love he had for him took apart of his reason for being happy and finding peace. tragidy is aways sorrowful , but enevertible , but as such for a child to exprience it is cruel to say the least. i think that his best friend wants to protect him not only because he does carry a torch for him , but because deep down inside he knows that if he was lose him as well , koaru would sink deeper into a pit of despair and never wish to return. koaru is a delicate and soft person inside that is clear , from his childhood , but the act of falling around with men and saying he doesnt care. for me thats just all an act , inside he is screamng out for help , help that only in his eyes ken chan can give. there for kaoru is locked in a circle of hatred , sadness and loneliness. maybe mayami the reporter whos is trying to understand him better , without being drawn into the dark circle that surrounds kaoru(if he does then helping him will only be in vain). i think maybe theres a chance that if kaoru opens up his heart and finaly sheds those longful tears , he will be able to slowly more on. thanks for a great read , cant wait for the next chapters. please dont make us wait long cheers. xxx
well i hope we wont have to wait for long , cause that was a beautiful and sincerly emotional story. i imagin that even though it hasnt said so so far in the chapters i read. but i take it that he acts that way because his beloved friend ken chan is no longer alive and he detaches himself from the world because that love he had for him took apart of his reason for being happy and finding peace. tragidy is aways sorrowful , but enevertible , but as such for a child to exprience it is cruel to say the least. i think that his best friend wants to protect him not only because he does carry a torch for him , but because deep down inside he knows that if he was lose him as well , koaru would sink deeper into a pit of despair and never wish to return. koaru is a delicate and soft person inside that is clear , from his childhood , but the act of falling around with men and saying he doesnt care. for me thats just all an act , inside he is screamng out for help , help that only in his eyes ken chan can give. there for kaoru is locked in a circle of hatred , sadness and loneliness. maybe mayami the reporter whos is trying to understand him better , without being drawn into the dark circle that surrounds kaoru(if he does then helping him will only be in vain). i think maybe theres a chance that if kaoru opens up his heart and finaly sheds those longful tears , he will be able to slowly more on. thanks for a great read , cant wait for the next chapters. please dont make us wait long cheers. xxx