
Spoiler
He was raped by Blanche’s mom, cause they wanted an heir in case he died to something I think. I’m really pissed about that and it made me a lot more sympathetic of him, and I hope he gets better. I kind of like how they showed that he DOES have ptsd from that experience and can’t even touch a girl anymore and stuff. It’s really sad honestly

Double spoiler:
It wasn't just the previous queen. It was the ML's own mother who helped the previous queen rape him as a child. There's a line somewhere in previous chapters about how he killed his own mother or something when he acsended the throne. The one woman he was supposed to trust the most put him in the most traumatizing situation of his life. THAT'S why he's scared of all women.
A phobia of women perhaps? Seeing the other comments did made me much more patient w/ him. Poor guy :(( i hope he gets better soon!