Right now I wodner

if Yeonwu is into this, because he is projecting his self worth onto Taehwan. They say you want to love you think you deserve. Obviously someone that respects and values themselves and knows their own worth would never let someone treat them this way. But this kid is getting horny by it. He wants it. He is kinda turning something that hurts his ego, heart, psyche into pleasure. A person that hates himself and through sex lives out his self hatred I guess. He thinks this is all he deserves and could ever get, but he is also very lonely and deep deep down actually wants love but is afraid of getting hurt and shit and so he digs this kind of stuff so well. It is attention. Just twisted attention. But it is all he can handle. I think, the way things are going and we know Taehwan can really be a possessive person towards people he loves and be OVERLY CARING, he will fall for Yeonwu and that will make Yeonwu run away. There are vulnerable people, who actually could use some real love and caring from people, but are so traumatised, they feel threatened and FEAR in face of that. I know, cause I am the similar hahah..Just that I have more self-love and self-worth I grew and still constantly work on every day to maintain and grow. But the people I fell in love with years ago when I was a depressed person that hated herself were guys who were bound to reject me so I could only get close to them if I was a friend or something. I felt so alive when they gave me attention, but also a pain somewhere, knowing they would reject me instantly and never talk to me again if they knew I was infatuated with them romantically. I did get rejected as well by a guy I thought was definitely interested as well, which was another huge blow to my confidence, especially cause he did flirt with me ( i confirmed it with a friend who was there as well cause I thought may be I started to hallucinate or some shit and imagined everything)....now I do not want love because I don't ever want to feel dependent. I will never know the true intentions, thoughts and feelings of someone and I am so busy with working on acquiring my goals....being thrown around and confused by feelings, having to make space in my span of attention for someone else NOPE....it´s funny how now, when someone shows interest in me, i recoil AHAHAH....anyway...back then it was really bad though....if someone i was interested in, suddenly showed interest to me as a woman romantically (happened twice), I FELT DISGUSTED ahahahahah...self hatred is interesting.....anyway...i feel may be yeonwu might have this reaction seeing as how low he thinks of himself secretly...and taehwan will have to do some character development and convince yeonwu his feelings are sincere and that yeonwu realises he deserves love and good things in life...