I know!!!
I mean of course they're not perfect but I feel their story is so well built! We get to know about their past and to understand them (not justify! UNDERSTAND!! That's the key everyone!) in a few frames!
I feel it's important to mention that since other authors could learn a little NO need of 20 chapters to give us a sh1tty past with a (half-assed) "trauma" to justify a sh1tty seme (or uke smt)
And the details you mentioned...uggghh!! The details! Their hands starting from just a finger...so f-ing cute!!! The fact that author didn't give us a couple were after all they are two 1d10ts when they're already dating/together (for example uke being distant or "timid" almost frigid when's time for s3gs just to then be "enjoying" it or a seme who is "too cool" to show his affection...I think you get it)
This story deserves a better ranking!
oohhh someone finally gets me! Like for reaaal I love them and for sure the manga deserve a better ranking!
(It's been so long since I commented this (2021) and when I re-read the comment I knew exactly what manga this is, le manga made an impression on me so I remembered HAHAHA)
I love their relationship and even though they didn't met in a good situation and both are mentally unstable. I love the flow and the development.
I know where Senka (uke) is coming from, I also love the warmth of others (not sex) when I say warmth it's the feeling of hugging someone your comfortable with and at ease.
They're both depending on each other, I know it's not good like some people say when you get in a relationship you better not use your partner as your "treatment" or something.
But it's not that easy and we have different ways to cope up. It's just how the way we control ourselves. I don't see anything bad to rely or depend on your partner as long as you both know what you are doing and know your limits. If you truly love each other you accept both wholeheartedly even if it's tough. (=・ω・=)
And it really gets to me when they do these small gestures like holding hands like tightly and to fingers then grasping the whole hands or hugging that whole clingy way, not the annoying type of clingy but the cute clingy type. (ノ≧∇≦)ノ