Helllppppp

So I started reading this earlier, like I'm at chap 16 atm but I feel like its weighing me down , like throughout all the chapters I've been constantly frustrated and angry and mad that it's making me crazy with lots of lots frustations . I wanted to badly beat to pulp all the kids who thinks their high and above others bec I've been bullied before when I was younger and its been ughhhhhhh i feel like I'm boiling in anger right now.Can someone please tell me if the next chapters will have me frustated ytoo. Ifeel like my heart can't handle it. Should I countinue to read this?