So if not revenge, wat is our gurl going for?

to die

i think

I believe that she is searching a way to finally die.

She is trying to stop the loop !!! As we learned in the beginning she always comeback after death for some reason!! And in those multiple lives, she had she killed them m*therf*cker already and kinda got her revenge !! Now I think she's also aspiring to be big and untouchable, AS SHE SHOULD !!!

Thanks y'all