Responses
idk if you're looking for advice but i don't think this is the place to say this. but i highly recommend consulting with someone you trust, if your situation allows it for you to do so safely.
if not, i have a very very stupid advice you could try if you're looking to hear one out
for starter i was very young and still are roght now but it all started when i was 8 or 9 and my brother 4 years older than me did stuff to me like forcing me to touch his thing give it a handjob or suck it at 1st i thought it was normal to do it remember i was a kid i kid without any thoughts of what me and my brother are doing and im traumatize that i did that as a child and sadly it's still happening im scared to say anything because they might blackmail me turning me into the bad guy so i just do it even if i don't like it