We start off with mc sick of repeating and doing something she's never done before... Murdering people. Unfortunately the bodies disappear thanks to Dullen and her father.
Then she hears from her nanny that the gypsy maid brianwashed her to make her seizures stop as a child and she then thinks her belief that the world is a novel is just a delusion fed by that gypsy who brianwashed her.
She gets confused on what's real and what's not and kills more people and is obsessed with seeing the bodies. She killed her old nanny which led to the nanny's maid being killed and she had her dad commit suicide and tried killing the blonde bitch.
She wanted her dad to die so she could understand what level of love her mother received since her mother told her father the repeats stopped when she fell in love. (spoiler it's actually when she gets pregnant and has a baby that they stop)
After dad's death she gets adopted and subsequently abused by blonde girl's dad Evans. And she's engaged to Raymond who suspects her of all the murders.
She hasn't decided that she wants to go down the love route with him again yet because he's so suspicious of her. She basically considers this round as information gathering and then she can suicide and restart with all the information.
She finds out Dullen knows something and tries to get it out of him but he'll only tell her if she falls in love that he recognises. (spoiler he's delusional and thinks she's an immortal god)
There's some subplots that I don't remember clearly where she gets harassed by the emperor's son Guiz or something because he's obsessed with her mother who rejected him.
Then there's some chapters devoted to Reymond and his job as an assassin and his backstory with his parents dying of an epidemic and his brother going feral after surviving whatever flesh eating disease was going around.
Additional context: mc's family has a good title and so does ml Reymond, but the Evans guy has no title and is new money. He's richer than both of them and I believe in present day Reymond's family owes him money and he was trying to buy mc's family's fief.
That's everything I remember after binge reading the webtoon in 2 days and gathering spoilers from the novel.
Additional spoilers:
Mc will break the repeating curse by dying a few more times and capping the curse. She could have escaped it sooner by having a baby and passing it on. She's pregnant with Dullen's kid rn. She'll end up with Reymond.
passing it on.
so the circle wont end? just hearing of it make me sick.
I'm confused??? Like i understand what they're saying but i can't seem to grasp the flow of the story well Σ( ￣□￣||) Can someone help explain what's going on so far?