I get you!!! Like you'd go "wtf ur so mean???" But then "haha okay this is fun and entertaining". I like seeing him struggle with processing his feelings
right?? i mean obvi the drugging part was wrong and uncalled for, the story would've worked just fine without it... but yeah in the recent chapters i just think mc is silly or idk basically a tsundere or something. maybe because ml is so patient that as a reader i just feel like mc's rude actions aren't that serious?? i do hope the author address all the issues in the story and won't just brush it off as part of the grand plot twist (if there's any) like please let us see ml's pov soon
like the mc is insufferable but also not?? like his personality is shit but it's entertaining watching him struggle with his whole "i hate this guy's guts but he's cute i guess sure let's take him in" persona towards ml. idk the whole story so far feels so on the edge like im always waiting for a huge fight to blow over that will serve as catalyst to finally explain ml's side and maybe have mc sort out his feelings... and just when you think this fight/conflict is the one to do it, the tension will simmer down and turn to this weirdly endearing strained lovey dovey moment.