i'am so confused

isn't ML suppose to have his memories because from some of the review, the 1 that give 1star said he had all his memories and he still bullies her but i don't think he has any memories like really i think FL is the only 1 with memories also i get where FL is coming from for rejecting him but now i just feel bad for the dude heck if i'm not lying didn't he apologize for all the bad shit he did heck he is even making up for it too and no he was the one that fuck her over in case u all forget it was her sister not only that the dude loved her too he even killed for her not gonna like it sound so fucking creepy. i don't want to see him suffer anymore i think this dude suffer enough in the last life just like FL