rant alert

ok rant alert

I've been obsessed with this comic for so damn long
the first three seasons were just perfect. slow burn despite them smooshing in like chapter 3, some psychological development, getting over traumas, building trust all that. I was looking forward to new chapters and I swear it always sent me to the moon whenever they got slightly warmer and a bit closer to each other.
So when season 3 ended, and that mf found that film and all that and just walked away from the school I cried for three hours coz 1) I thought it was over 2) I was so disappointed they didn't get together.
But now I take it all back.
This comic should've ended then. when what was between them was that fucking from of sympathy. they were ready to move on and maybe at some point start building something with someone or each other whatever.
the fuckery of that epilogue is beyond my tolerance
yuri was unhinged form day 1. sure, yeah we know that. but not THIS psychotic. like this is not bad personality anymore, he's clinically insane. and okay maybe mental health issue will be touched upon by the author, given it's been a huge chunk of the original plot, but idk I'm afraid it will brushed off as him just being possessive and jealous.
but he is scary.
and i hate so much where this is going. their relationship becomes pathological. and for original 75 chapters I was hoping for them just just find comfort in each other and love and safety. but now I'm worried for Mr. Lee coz he's not safe with Yuri
This used to be one of my favourite series, but now I'm seriously considering dropping it because consecutive chapters only stress me out.
fuck of course I'm not gonna stop reading it as part of me hopes that idk yuri's gonna get meds and be normal and kind (AS HE CAN BE!) but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh