I can't with Donald's death and gray suffering from mental shock and might be even having ...

I can't with Donald's death and gray suffering from mental shock and might be even having depression. I mean this is really a shock for him. Having witnessed what happened to Eugene then completely saw what happened to Donald! OmG. I can't with this. I thought this will be over soon. But how can gray moved on from this? Well. If Stephen would've step up and be back to him. Maybe that'll suffice what's happening to gray rn