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Keiko-sama September 26, 2023 7:02 pm

Man, I can't handle cheating fr... It's not my fault, for some reason I'm really triggered by that, and I saw Nanmu cheat once, for no reason, just because he was used to cheat with his hyung, I didn't forgave him but Pilgyun made it clear it were never to happen again so else. But then he do it again because he's desperate, man, I had to read that and see him cheat again "because" he's desperate... Bro, there's no excuse in cheating whatsoever... I mean I'll keep reading because it's Bwat and I'm really a big fan but man, don't do this to me again please, it's hard to handle, and I don't say seme didn't fucked up, I mean, wtf dude ? Disapearing on a date in the middle of the parc ? It's kinda piece of shit move... and didn't even call for several days ? Even that man, uke cheat after like2/3 days ? Like, calm down I could understand after several months of disapearance or even years but man, two days, calm down. Sorry I was just venting because it's hard and I'm frustrated...

Responses
    Aku~chan September 26, 2023 7:25 pm

    Yeah, I get that too. I just also know that both in this couple are mentally broken and NOT ok. And they both know that about each other too, so I don’t get as strict about it in this case. Like 2/3 days for Nanmu is also like WAY more than that to him because he’s basically living a nightmare in his head 24/7 and can’t even escape it in his sleep (living with anxiety, depression, and trauma has given me insight on how time isn’t something that exists when you get thrown into a slump). I kinda see him sleeping with his brother again as a way to come out of his panic attack (that his brother who hates seeing him breaking started as a way to help in even the smallest way).

    PTSD is harsh and I weirdly think the way this couple is matched with their trauma even kinda works. Even though I have a MAJOR peeve against incest (which I would count in this case because he was his father figure and they both accepted that father/son relationship and loved each other as that before). It just feels like they both get that the other is broken and are somehow oddly on the same page about each other and their relationship, even though things are messed up and they’ve been finding out new things about the other as this goes on. Gang bangs and whatever manipulation these Swamp dudes did pretty clearly broke them though and it’s just sad for me. Still, pretty art and interesting to see how it works. I’m just surprised Nanmu’s brothers actually care for him - kinda hard to find in these mafia themed stories. Their ‘father’ did a big number on them to have them scarred so bad they became ‘yes’ men for him.

    Keiko-sama September 26, 2023 7:37 pm

    I understand your point, I still don't totally agree on certain point we won't discuss because there's no need, each of us can have their opinion and still respect the others so that's what I'm doing, but I agree with your point with the father, I mean, this person is totally evil, I mean he's really fucked up and bad inside, this type of person amaze me (in the wrong way) for still beeing alive tho... but yeah, I get you, some of your points I tell them to myself in my head but I can't accept it personnally, but whatever, you know, it's not my manhwa so I'll just see what the author decide what happens and see if I can handle it.

    Keiko-sama September 26, 2023 7:38 pm
    Yeah, I get that too. I just also know that both in this couple are mentally broken and NOT ok. And they both know that about each other too, so I don’t get as strict about it in this case. Like 2/3 days for ... Aku~chan

    (I responded to myself first like a retard... so I reply yo you know whith the same answer, don't bother reading the other, they're the same.) I understand your point, I still don't totally agree on certain point we won't discuss because there's no need, each of us can have their opinion and still respect the others so that's what I'm doing, but I agree with your point with the father, I mean, this person is totally evil, I mean he's really fucked up and bad inside, this type of person amaze me (in the wrong way) for still beeing alive tho... but yeah, I get you, some of your points I tell them to myself in my head but I can't accept it personnally, but whatever, you know, it's not my manhwa so I'll just see what the author decide what happens and see if I can handle it.