It's sad that he had to learn the cold systematic way that the human mind works at that age, you will be deemed as the problem for everything, and everyone will remind you of that without the care of the world. It's sad he convinced himself that he have to carry the heavy words people cruelly said, whether it's guilty or being "responsible" of others action. He was a kid. He didn't knew any better. Parents who can't give the same attention equally to their children shouldn't be parents at all.
I get the rage and all but christ. . . Why taint a child's mind of being responsible for the death of someone.
I actually wanna think that Shinwoo was strong to go thru all that. . . But i can't see his strenght until he will try to live for real, and to live for himself especially. All i can see is Shinwoo shutting his emotions down, tired of everything, living in the hope that things won't get worse instead of living to make it better. Don't get me wrong, i'd be tired too, i don't even know if i'd be that preserving after all that shit. . . But that's why i'm reading this. I want to see Shinwoo finding himself and eventually happiness, cause shit baby he deserves it.
It's sad that he had to learn the cold systematic way that the human mind works at that age, you will be deemed as the problem for everything, and everyone will remind you of that without the care of the world.
It's sad he convinced himself that he have to carry the heavy words people cruelly said, whether it's guilty or being "responsible" of others action.
He was a kid. He didn't knew any better.
Parents who can't give the same attention equally to their children shouldn't be parents at all.
I get the rage and all but christ. . . Why taint a child's mind of being responsible for the death of someone.
I actually wanna think that Shinwoo was strong to go thru all that. . . But i can't see his strenght until he will try to live for real, and to live for himself especially.
All i can see is Shinwoo shutting his emotions down, tired of everything, living in the hope that things won't get worse instead of living to make it better.
Don't get me wrong, i'd be tired too, i don't even know if i'd be that preserving after all that shit. . .
But that's why i'm reading this.
I want to see Shinwoo finding himself and eventually happiness, cause shit baby he deserves it.