she literally killed her baby in her past life bro
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What? If I'm not wrong, the baby was taken away from her by her family because they didn't acknowledge the child and then they killed the baby. Where did you read ines killing her own child?
She killed it before they could kill the baby, she was standing above the cradle looking at it and them she killed it
Literally one of the chapters start with her saying she hates children and finds pregnancy disgusting. With her distant abusive mother being her only role model, this plan was doomed to effect her child's upbringing. If anything, I think her leaving her child would be the best with her current condition and mindset.
That’s not the case at all. She loves kids but in her life with the prince she kept having miscarriages because he kept raping her. In her second life she had a kid who she loved so much but when her family captured her and killed her husband they took away her child. She knew they would kill him in the worst way even though he was just a baby because he hated the kid and considered him a sin. She killed her child in order for him not to die while in pain and thinking he was hated and killed by his father’s killers. Although he was just a baby who couldn’t understand these things she wanted him to die knowing she loved him. It’s not something everyone can accept and understand but at the time this was the only way she thought they could be together. It’s similar to how in olden days if a kingdom was capture the queen would kill herself and her children from poison as to save them from torture, pain and so they could be together in the afterlife.
Exactly, ines didn't kill the child just to be free or something, she had no other way. I don't believe ines will be unjust to a child, as it's a very sensitive matter for her.
I wouldn't define it as her "LOVING," children. As you said, her past experiences when handling pregnancy and children have been negative and I notice the pattern they all share is that she's stressed.
The crown prince gave her so much tramua of making her bear then witness losing all her children. With the novel, it explains how Ines's own mother heavily abused and tormented Ines into believing her sole reason as a noble daughter is to give birth to a heir. Already with that mindset, a horrible husband and his family neglecting and verbally absuing her for being unable to carry a child, along with her responsibilities as crown princess: it led her to see pregnancy as a miserable laborious job rather then a natural art of love. She had a very stressed pregnancies with the pressure of everyone swallowing her and she couldn't get to enjoy it especially with the end result always leaving her child unresponsive after birth.
In her next timeline, AGAIN, pregnancy isn't positive for Ines. She was dealing with the stress of running away from imperial marriage while also living in poverty without a penny to her name. While her husband wasn't as scum as Oscar, her pregnancy was still as stressful with Emailiano barely making enough money to feed his family. When it came to murdering her child, Ines didn't do it out of love. She did it out of guilt. She finally brought a child into the world with a man she knew the world wouldn't accept her with and had others pay the price of her greed. As she stated in her dream, she never got to see Luca grow up and barely remembers his face, she only felt guilty that she gave Emailiano a child who would never be accepted then murdering them. For Ines, she believes she owes men children because again, her mother has been her only role model who brai washed her into believing how that's her whole purpose. Then again, I've read the novel where her hardships and POV is explained more thoroughly meanwhile the manhwa has only cropped things out. Rather then genuinely loving Luca, I think she loved her child out of guilt knowing how innocent he was but her fault was being a noble who birthed a child with a commoner. (Which was pretty offensive in that sort of time period.) I don't think she could've handled raising her child for long with the stresses she was going through.
While I was half joking with my first comment, I still believe the Ines of RIGHT NOW, isn't prepared to have children. Without giving spoilers, I believe anyone can change and become a good parent. The issue with present Ines is that she only wants a child to use as a financial benefit in her divorce, she has no other regards for her child except that it's healthily born to proceed her divorce. I cannot blame Ines's mindset as again, her mother has tormented her to believe that her sole purpose is to give men children. But with her current thinking, mental condition and background, she isn't ready for children until her mindset discards the divorce plan and embraces this marriage. With how Ines is acting right now and how her past tramua hasn't healed correctly, she is sharing similarities with her mother who has to take medication and live in a separate estate from her children. I don't think she's going to be the worst to her child and I shouldn't of worded it as her hating children as I did in my first comment: I only gathered with her current mindset and how unstable she would be to go through another pregnancy with the stress of preparing for a divorce, she wouldn't take a heavy active role in her child's life because again: her role model was her mother who was rarely active in her life. I could see her allowing her child to visit but considering how she wants the divorce to follow a particular course, who knows how she intends to treat her children as of right now.
Oof, sorry for the long essays. But I respect your opinion and perspective, I do believe Ines can break that abuse cycle she's been trapped in for years and be a good mother who genuinely loves her child x
I’ve read the novel too but I have to disagree with what you said about Luca. Sure Ines did feel guilty towards him and Emailiano but that wasn’t the full extent of her feelings towards them especially Luca. She did love Luca and I believe what she did to him was more because of love rather than guilt. I have to agree that Ines does feel like she owes these men to give them children but that’s more because of the society she grew up in and because of her past trauma. Also because of Ines’s mother I think she’ll become a parent that’s the furthest thing away from her just to spite her meaning being the loving and supportive mother that she never had. Ines needs time to heal that’s for sure.
i just hope she aint gonna leave her baby thats just sad and a nono