Y'all don't know how fuckin' stressed I am with Gongja's disregard with his life. Ever since I knew that it affects him everytime he dies and even experiences the trauma of the people he kills, my stomach clenches. Therein lies the path towards ruin and destruction, the possibility of him breaking mounts higher and higher with every death and I'm so scared it will happen soon. I'm so glad he met Raviel ╥﹏╥ I can rest easy knowing he won't carelessly throw away his life anymore.
Tbh, I really liked that he experiences the trauma of the people he kills, but at some point, it went too far and I can see the cracks forming. It will also be more immersive as the skill grows and he's truly fcked if he continues the way he when he reaches that point.
Spoiler!!!
In the novel, the trauma he experiences got worse. He wasn't just an observer and the person/victim in the memories anymore, he was an active perpetrator of the crime. The reason for their death. And for someone who can empathize even with his "enemies", I was relieved cuz he doesn't need to do this any more than he needs to or at all because of his promise to Raviel. Ugh I was so stressed in that arc my god.
Y'all don't know how fuckin' stressed I am with Gongja's disregard with his life. Ever since I knew that it affects him everytime he dies and even experiences the trauma of the people he kills, my stomach clenches. Therein lies the path towards ruin and destruction, the possibility of him breaking mounts higher and higher with every death and I'm so scared it will happen soon. I'm so glad he met Raviel ╥﹏╥ I can rest easy knowing he won't carelessly throw away his life anymore.
Tbh, I really liked that he experiences the trauma of the people he kills, but at some point, it went too far and I can see the cracks forming. It will also be more immersive as the skill grows and he's truly fcked if he continues the way he when he reaches that point.
Spoiler!!!
In the novel, the trauma he experiences got worse. He wasn't just an observer and the person/victim in the memories anymore, he was an active perpetrator of the crime. The reason for their death. And for someone who can empathize even with his "enemies", I was relieved cuz he doesn't need to do this any more than he needs to or at all because of his promise to Raviel. Ugh I was so stressed in that arc my god.