I had to read ahead and finish the next chapter because I'm honestly so outraged!!!! I cannot believe how the r@pe was just brushed off as if it was nothing... I hate that the pain Mohkwa should have been feeling as a result is being diminished simply because of his background and how he's used to physical pain. I hate seeing how giddy and happy Nakwon is the next day, with no remorse or guilt whatsoever. I hate it even more that Mohkwa doesn't have any actual awareness of what was done to him... what was the point of all the fluff and "self-reflection" if he was gonna end up r@ping him again anways??? how do you confess "I love you" and SA someone in the same breath??
all the good build up to this moment... and he just had to go and fuck it all up. Once an aggressor always an aggressor I guess. We finally get a confession.. but immediately followed by assault Just because you're saying "I love you" doesn't make this any different from what you've done in the past, wtf. Poor Mohkwa didn't even have time to process wtf was going on and he just shoves his dick in??? no prep and no consent given.... I'm actually going to hate if he just gets away with this. He's just taking advantage of Mohkwa's lack of experience and awareness. He's still in shock.. and now in pain too! my heart actually hurts for Mohkwa I don't even want a happy ending anymore! fuck this guy!