so many issues in this story.....

first of all the SA in the beginning was so unnecessary and contributed nothing to the plot! He forced himself on mc while he was intoxicated, and also mentally guilt-ridden even tho he hadn't done anything wrong. Even so, he kept saying "stop" and "it hurts" but seme clearly felt entitled to do whatever he wanted just because he had "waited 7 years" like, okay. how is that mc's responsibility? did he ask you?
it's quite obvious that there were no romantic feelings involved in the way mc treated seme when he was young. He genuinely just enjoyed his violin performances and wanted to help.. plus seme was just a child at the time anyways. If he came to have feelings for mc, that's on him. Why can't ppl ever accept that just because you like someone doesn't mean they HAVE to like you back?? now he's just pushing his feelings onto mc... and for mc to agree to have sex with him in order to motivate him to pick up the violin again is going too far, and it's just crazy imo. I get that he had his own trauma, but he needs to stop feeling responsible for the kid.