since the raws aren’t free where can i pay for it?

You can copy the Japanese title of the story then paste it in google to search there will be all kinds of websites. The issue is since it’s a Japanese book and it shows the price in yen etc. idk where you may stay or live so idk if you can buy the chapters. You can try though it’s worth a shot at least. I just remember I tried that for some Korean stories and it didn’t work as I don’t have some credit card they use etc. so idk man. Best of luck tho. (⌒▽⌒)