
I am pretty sure he thinks that he can get anything by force if he uses money and that is what he does regardless of what the other person feels because that might be what he learned or watched while growing up. Although he did a lot of things that will never make me like him BUT I pity his way of life where no one truly ''loves'' him and it's a shame (not really) that it's the only thing he craves ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

yea definitely, he only has seen/knows dog-eat-dog relationships and has never seen true love/care. in a way it makes him pitiful bc when he was r/ped he didn't have any instinct to look for comfort (when he did it was unconsciously texting sw) and is always super shocked when sw treats him carefully/tenderly. him also being confused when sw said he was worried about him ("why are you worried about me") like ppl worrying about him is foreign to him. in a way he's quite strong bc after the assault he never engaged in self-pity and just went back to scheming/taking his revenge, but ofc it's the other side of him being also very vicious and unsympathetic towards other ppl.
i actually think siwoo likes taking care of ppl (it's part of his dom energy too) so i think if we got to a point where they were open and honest with one another they would actually work out...ahhh
I've said it before, but the more I see dohyeok, the more his behavior reminds me of the one of a wounded animal. ((I'm not excusing anything he has done ofc))