Some recommendations pls

So I've been reading 'Tyrant's Beloved Empress', 'Rebirth Two lives I still love you' and 'The Abandoned wife's Rebirth'. You know where the ML really loved the MC all his life but the MC never really paid attention (either in love with someone else, scared of him or something like that) to the ML (like not in a bad way of course). The ML could never really say his feelings out loud because he was very self conscious and afraid of rejection. And I need more BLs like these because it's so sweet to see the infatuated ML like stupid in love and the MC slowly falling in love. I don't want any abuse or anything if it is from the ML's side.