Can someone spoil me about his past life ?

SO SPOILER!!!!!!




From what I’ve read through the comments, you can see that the uke has flashes of a past life where he was treated horribly, that comes to him in form of nightmares.
Well, exactly as you might think, those aren’t only nightmares but are actually memories from his past life.
Just like in this one, he was send in marriage to the same man he is marring now.
With the only difference that the seme was actually a despicable piece of sht, who told all the bad things the uke keep dreaming about.
He treated him like sht, and apparently the story will get even worse for him since he will be involved with another character that’s supposed to be the seme’s brother.
In any case, after all this mess, the uke will be too tired and hurt to keep going, so he will go in the seme’s office and take the gun.
So the seme actually witnesses the uke sh00ting himself in the head in front of his eyes, ultimately dying.
So I don’t know the particularities, but somehow they regress in the past again.
The uke seems to have forgotten everything (aside all the small things that comes to his mind through his nightmares) but the seme remembers everything and that’s why he knows so much about him.
He wants to change the past to avoid the previous fate and that’s why he is now very gentle and kind and always tending to his partner’s needs, I guess he feel gulty and he was hurt by his su1cide.
I guess at some point, the uke will remember as well about all of this…

Kinda fucked up for seme to be all nice now instead of falling to his knees and apologising for being a piece of shit. Thanks for the spoiler mwah(づ￣ ³￣)づ

honestly same. I was really into this story but after I read the spoilers, I couldn’t look at the same the same way, he is just repenting after all his mistakes…
hopefully the uke will be the winner at the end of this all, he deserves it ┗( T﹏T )┛

Ok, so an actual past life and not some forgotten memories of when he was younger.

So it's Ido who is actively reliving the loop because he wants to stop the suicide from happening, while the fiancee (because I forgot his name) is battling nightmares caused by memories from another life.