This truly is the novel for the perfect angst. When I first read and every time I've reread it since then, I cried into my pillow for the longest time. Really. No other novel has touched me like this one, and Shizun is so precious, so lovable, just everything sweet and nice. The ANGST in this novel is unbeatable. Change my mind.
And for all his flaws, I couldn't HATE Moran because he's had his reasons and the title rightfully says he's a DUMB Husky lol. But I could never begrudge someone who can love so deeply - whether it be Shi Mei or Shizun. The dearth is his heart for love or affection is bottomless, and if he hates you, for that too lol. It especially touched my heart - idk if that moment has passed or not - when he complaints to shizun that if he would've felt even a single iota of affection and attention from him (being dumb as he is) he would've been happy for his whole life. But even when he perceived Shizun to be so cold and distant and basically hating him (in his head) he still clung to him for approval and attention and affection in his own twisted ways. It's sad. I love this novel because the ML is the anti-hero of his own story. I cried for him too - the perfect angst story. I could drink it like tequila all life long hahaha.
Anyway, I love this novel with my whole heart and I'll carry it with me until my last day.
This truly is the novel for the perfect angst. When I first read and every time I've reread it since then, I cried into my pillow for the longest time. Really. No other novel has touched me like this one, and Shizun is so precious, so lovable, just everything sweet and nice. The ANGST in this novel is unbeatable. Change my mind.
And for all his flaws, I couldn't HATE Moran because he's had his reasons and the title rightfully says he's a DUMB Husky lol. But I could never begrudge someone who can love so deeply - whether it be Shi Mei or Shizun. The dearth is his heart for love or affection is bottomless, and if he hates you, for that too lol.
It especially touched my heart - idk if that moment has passed or not - when he complaints to shizun that if he would've felt even a single iota of affection and attention from him (being dumb as he is) he would've been happy for his whole life.
But even when he perceived Shizun to be so cold and distant and basically hating him (in his head) he still clung to him for approval and attention and affection in his own twisted ways. It's sad. I love this novel because the ML is the anti-hero of his own story. I cried for him too - the perfect angst story. I could drink it like tequila all life long hahaha.
Anyway, I love this novel with my whole heart and I'll carry it with me until my last day.