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The bottom said early on that he doesn’t remember much of that night. He was wasted and retained absolutely nothing of that night. It’s hard to get a perspective from a party that didn’t even know that night ever happened until he was told it did. The bottom is aware that it happened because of what the top told him, and he knows it’s absolutely fucked up of him to not remember, and that such a thing shouldn’t be forgiven.
The bottom not remembering was pivotal to the plot.

I was always thinking it was weird that the uke didn’t remember what happened or if the seme was mistaken maybe. (Read to quick so don’t remember any names)
Like when seme was with the older and the dude choked him I thought he would get a flashback remembering it wasn’t the uke that assaulted him.
I also realised every time the uke would put his hands on the seme (whilst angry) it would always be on his clothes near his neck but never directly choking him.
And the older dude choked him twice so idk, someone tell me I’m not the only one who noticed this.