Because he doesnt remember the details, only know that it happened. Also he doesnt want to have his hopes up since he believes its a crush that would never come true and that the other guy doesnt like him
What’s wrong with you? Just cause you are into somebody, doesn’t mean you want to be raped by them. This kid doesn’t realise it was rape as does the author, most Koreans and people like you it seems. He was barely legal, heavily intoxicated and turned up at a sober 29/30 year olds house (one that raised him, is his best friends older brother and his dead sister old bestie) and had unconcecu sex. Doesn’t remember and doesn’t even want to think about the obvious thing that went on between them. Like Is wear to god. If you wre an adult saying that, you need theraphy asap. If you are a kid saying this, you need to get your shit together cause where the fuck you pick up shit to say or think something like that???
really confused.. he just slept with his crush so why not a bigger reaction and why are his nips skin coloured