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ml is just rlly thick in the head lol he rlly loves the mc it's just that he has an unnamed mental disorder and probably emotion related since he was a child so he percieves emotions differently as seen in flashback chapters. he's sounds homophobic bc he doesn't rlly like the idea of mc with other men (bc bingo, he doesn't realize that the only man he wants to be in mc's life is him) he just thinks he's crazy and possesive over mc and he's calling it obsession. he doesn't realize he's just head over heels for mc. he doesn't even know he's gay himself l.