Something Traumatizing

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/period/ <- really fucking good oneshot
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/madk/ <- heavily recommend, mind tws
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/brutal_satsujin_kansatsukan_no_kokuhaku/ <- really good, ongoing, implied queerness
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/onborobachi/ <- really good, i think its dropped though, mind tws
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zetsubou_ni_nake/ <- might not be what you’re looking for, extremely well made though, mind tws
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/no_reason/ <- feels more like a BDSM fantasy, from a plot and moral pov its not very good, mind the tws

OMG THANKS!!! I’ll check them all out ヾ(☆▽☆)

hope u enjoy ^-^

Anything by Nishin Masumi, really lol (Feeding Lamb, Kiseki to Amedama, thatonewiththeorcsthatshallnotbenamed)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/feeding_lamb/

I guess most stuff by Harada? (Niichan, Poison and Sex)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/poison_and_sex/

Some of Ogawa Chise's work I guess? (Ibitsu no Kakera)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ibitsu_no_kakera/

Psyche Delico too (Tourou no Ori)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tourou_no_ori/

Asada Nemui has some disturbing themes and then there's... Classmate and To the Sea
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/classmate_asada_nemui/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/to_the_sea/

Hankon seemed to be going somewhere but it hasn't been updated in ages
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hankon/

Two in Six Billion was ok
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/two_in_six_billion/

Kegare no Nai Hito has disturbing themes and it's overall infuriating to read
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kegare_no_nai_hito/

Syundei has some interesting manga (Gesshoku Kitan, Onborobachi tho it hasn't been updated welp)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/gesshoku_kitan/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/onborobachi/

MADK might be disturbing? I guess?
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/madk/

Canis is just... soul crushing at times (another one that hasn't been updated in ages)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/canis/

Another one that belongs in the soul crushing category is J no Subete
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/j_no_subete/

Zankoku na Kami ga Shihai Suru is an absolute masterpiece. There's less focus on shock value, but it's a brutal story nontheless. Hits harder because it's realistic
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zankoku_na_kami_ga_shihai_suru/

Kami no Kodomo was quite a disturbing read
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kami_no_kodomo/

Same with Litchi Hikari Club
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/litchi_hikari_club/

I'll comment again if I can remember more (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

THANK U SM JABDJJDND So many recs ┗( T﹏T )┛ appreciating you rn