Oh no he even said ONCE IN A WHILE so he repeatedly dreamed of that..so its a whole constant fantasy for him...
Yes, he imagined himself having sex with Youngwoon, but he couldn't imagine Youngwoon enjoying having sex with him, thats why he said "rape"
1000% and also he said he wasnt satisfied? Like he knows he needs more from him that he cant get or satisfy by forcing him...but he still imagines raping him cause he knows he wont willingly give him the satisfaction he wants emotionally
did he just said RAPE ?????!