It will be revealed much later why the mc is addicted to the “painkillers” or “antidepressants” . Its rly fked up nd triggering. It also shows a little bit why the mc mental health is so messed up.
And in the book it was said to be Ketamine, which is an experience….I can’t even imagining taking regularly, so it’s no wonder he’s a bit delusional.
It will be revealed much later why the mc is addicted to the “painkillers” or “antidepressants” . Its rly fked up nd triggering. It also shows a little bit why the mc mental health is so messed up.