I feel you so much. But You are not alone. I am going through the same situation and it really feels so shitty.
I get you, but listen everyone’s on their own timeline. Like your friends or people around you might be thinking that with other people and those people will think like that with other people. You just need to take it easy and not stress yourself out, but don’t stop working hard even if your working hard looks different from someone else’s. And you never know how your friends could feel, friends also want to show others their best version of themselves even if that’s not how they truly feel! So take it easy it’s everyone’s first time living in this life Yk? So don’t think to hard and just take it easy and you’ll do great regardless of what road you go down.
i feel so stupid... and im so behind everyone else and lazy and dumb and not good enough. this isnt a good place to rant ik but my friends dont get my problems because they could never relate to feeling lonely and like youre behind everyone else