I think the MC meant "would you still be able to love me despite me feeling happy that you still remember me while youre suffering over my death" something like that, idk if that makes sense or not
I had to go back and reread the chapter from your reply because I was reading it while I was half asleep so that might've been why I was so dumbfounded
Going through it again, I realised Doyoon meant that despite Gyeol grieving and struggling over his death, he didn't feel sorry/pity for Gyeol's plight, but instead felt exhilarated that he was not forgotten by Gyeol and was mourned for
Lol, turns out I got it all wrong previously
Yes haha you explained it better than i could
what concern is this, I'm actually confused? why does he think he would be disappointed to know MC felt happy when he admitted he likes the MC