Responses
Yeah, this scene was hands-down one of the worst in the novel. It goes back to the main plot right after this and after that there’s only two more sex scenes IIRC, both of which are with Shinje and one of which Yugeon initiates. We’re very close to the end, actually.
Raaaaaaawwwwgggggrrrrrrrr. I guess I'll keep reading, but what I wrote is still my new official headcannon and no one can stop me! Mwahahahahahahahahha!
Cough.
but not when they share in sexually abusing others like this.
Personally, I was holding for some insane redemption arcs but was never under even a wisp of a delusion that this story had anything to do with love. Thing is, it could have.
This could have easily been about how the top dog dude was so messed up because he wasn't really human (although I'd make it turn out that he totally is, he's just been genetically messed with to combine him with the monsters to make him a super esper), he has never learned how to treat someone he loves because he's only ever known the cold sterilization and ruthless accuse brought on by the center's medical malfeasance and unnaturally hardcore training, and he had been taught to always use any means necessary to get what he wants, never learning how to not be a literal sociopathic psychopath. Not to mention his emotions and hormones being skewed toward sex being a tool he uses for literal healing, and not emotional fulfillment.
He could have started out similarly, but upon learning that although holding mv's brother medically hostage got mc in the vicinity, and technically in his arms, he needed to know how to get what he realized he _really_ wants, to be loved back. So he starts to learn how to love someone and hope to differentiate sex for healing and sex for combined pleasure.
I'm the interim, and because his crazy had previously influenced the other 3, this change also starts to influence them. They see how mc still hates them but is warming up to him, the biggest psycho out of the bunch.
All together they learn the meaning of friendsh... er, how to actually respect, well, literally ANYONE and the ones who do live, are ever so slightly less fucked up together.
I only wrote all of this out because it's how I've decided it ends. I'm out guys. I just can't since the blood. Most of this is so unnecessary and although I was loving the non-rape related plot, I lost the last bit of hope with Mr.. Mittens (gloves, technically I guess lol) beating mc for literally zero reason whatsoever. I told myself that if the next chapter had even the slightest inkling of plot at all, Is keep reading.
Nope.
I might come back at the end and skip through the rape just to get the closure, but I'm officially dropping this otherwise.
It hurts, there was so much potential.
Don't miss me too much.