Omfg this chapter was a total kick in the gut for me, the part when he was lying about working overtime just to avoid meeting the others felt too damn real. Especially, knowing they’re celebrating their success while here you are thinking about what have you been doing with your life, it’s unbearable, you feel so tired of everything, and at that point you just want to be alone yet you only left with this lingering unexplainable loneliness and feel all hollow, it’s so fucking sad and depressing, it’s even hard to talk about to anyone because you feel that nobody would understand and you got no energy to do so
Omfg this chapter was a total kick in the gut for me, the part when he was lying about working overtime just to avoid meeting the others felt too damn real. Especially, knowing they’re celebrating their success while here you are thinking about what have you been doing with your life, it’s unbearable, you feel so tired of everything, and at that point you just want to be alone yet you only left with this lingering unexplainable loneliness and feel all hollow, it’s so fucking sad and depressing, it’s even hard to talk about to anyone because you feel that nobody would understand and you got no energy to do so