I will let this marinate

For a long long time. I can foreshadow so many things that I know will make me mad at the author. I need to let it marinate and come when shit is resolved and I can binge it.

The uke is adorable and naive. He is so starved for someone he can trust so he can just lean back and feel safe and certain with, he is ignoring things. I know he is. People who were abandoned in some way have a deep instinct that warns them, but usually they ignore it and end up in the same abusive/dysfunctional relationships. Until they learn their lessons and stop being stuck. I dunno what will go. But sem e is definitely the type who will be full of arrogance now because this cutie is so blinded by his affection for him. He will be arrogant and test out how far he can go, until he hurts uke and uke shuts down(I pray he does). And then I prayyyy that for a long time uke shows him a side that is cold and for whom Sem e is dead, just like his parents are to him. Focusing on his survival and life. And Sem e redeems himself over complete change and humbling and growing into a proper human being over at least a few months (please not this quick apology and forgiveness sex bullshit), and then slowly over time shows uke without expectations and force his good side.shoeing up here and there, just being sistent and press t in his life. So that uke calms down and realises dude is serious and repented and maybe slowly warms up to talk. This kinda slow burn shit where uke has all the power. Puhleaseeee