Maybe I’m getting old

I love the art and sex scenes, but I’m kind of getting tired of it. Like I wanna get to the plot. Like why is the past changing? who is the rat? Where did his hyungs go? Where is his dad now? It’s so much being introduced but then overpowered by sex. I love smut but they’re throwing in so much for the plot then just brushing over it. Like this man killed you then dumped you in the river, yet your first thought was to fuck him? In no way did he ever think of running away from it all but instead was so horny he kept following him. He’s a thug but zero smarts. You get in the car with a stranger/his enemy, he asks you how do you know his enemy and your first thought was to divert the conversation to suck his dick.