for real idk how he turns out like that becaise when theyre kids he still looked at soongap like a brother, is it because he saw soongap with his childhood friends doing se*?
i think it’s because pilgyeon wanted soongap in his entirety. he never wanted soongap to feel the need to have another person in his life, including for romantic/sexual reasons. he also felt that soongap and his aunt were the only people to truly love him, and i think as he got older he confused that feeling with something perverted. and when he rapes soongap, he wants soongap to enjoy it and he wants to hear soongap moan. he knows that other men have been able to do that, so he wanted it for himself as well because he believes he is entitled to all of soongap’s affection in every form.
this was really good and was definitely a roller coaster of emotions but WTF WAS THAT INCEST IT WAS SO TRAUMATIZING but I js really wanted to know why Pilgyeon was so obsessed with Soongap anyway this was a really good one and I liked the mcs waiting for the spin-off tho ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶